Autumn and hoarfrost

(A poem I got from my fellow Wrimo – I’ll publish it, because it motivated me, so it might motivate you also.)

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will
when the road you’re walking seems all uphill
When the funds are low and the debts are high
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh
When cave is getting down a bit
rest if you must, but don’t you quit
Success is failure turned inside out
the silver line of clouds of doubt
And you can never tell how close you are
It may be near when it seems afar
So, stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit
It’s when things go wrong that you mustn’t quit!

…I decided to change the theme for a while. (And yeah, I know, it is quite bright, but I’m afraid you just have to deal with it.)

Um.

Nobody has ever written a poem for me.

I made it through the pain and sorrow, and closed the mahjongg, and struggled till the succession, and…

…well, managed to do two pieces of Finnish homework and one matriculation exam -practice.

Well, my nano doesn’t seem to go anywhere, because of…

…mahjongg.

Goddammit, Mahjongg.

(Oh, it seems that I don’t have to think my posts so much – they’re all about mahjongg.)

If you are interested about those dares I might use while writing my NaNo, then you might want to glance through this. Otherwise, feel free to skip it.

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I guess more than once Angus has got some marvellous idea and I’ve thought, that well yeah, I’ll try it also. So, this time he has this movie thing, and as obsessed with movies, I had to try it also. Well, I’ll have to admit that I’ll have to start 23th already, but anyway, it’ll do. And bevause I just heard about this project today, I didn’t have so much time for choosing the movies either. But, at least, I got 17 movies, and I’m going to watch them. Honestly.

• This Is England, K-15, from the year 2006
• 101 Reykjavik, K-15, from the year 2000
• Thief Lord, movies for children, 2005 (Oh, I’ve waited this one for long time)
• Groundhog Day, K-11, 1993
• Elizabethtown, K-13, 2005 (This is the greatest movie ever… or at least close)
• A Walk To Remember, (Well, my mother suggested this one)
• Master and Commander, K-13, 2003
• Into the Sun (No clue what this is about)
• Blueberry, K-15, 2004
• Das Cabinet des Dr. Caligari, 1920, silent movie and black-and-white (Great stuff! )
  
• Mighty Morphin Power Rangers, 1995 (Well…)
• First Daughter, 2004 (Romantic comedy, I think?)
  
• La faute à Fidel, 2006, (About revolution at 1970s)
  
• The Big Sleep, 1946 (Humphrey Bogart!)
• The Pillow Book (Well, I don’t expect so much, but at least there’s Ewan McGregor)
  
• It’s a Wonderful Life), 1947
• Pianist, K-15, 2002

And yes, I’m far too exhausted about that. And I have to admit that Angus has a bunch of great ideas.

I haven’t written in English for a few months, or at least I haven’t done it properly. But, when I came to visit this site for comments, I found out that… Well, there was a huge comment from a person I’ve never met or heard about. So, Chai, I guess I’ll have to thank you.

Why? Because I’ve been quite sad later on – all these things like school and loosin one of my friends and so on have been a bit tough. And then I got a virtual letter (yeah, it was a letter – I’ll explain later on what I mean by calling it as a letter). That’s what society needs! We should be more interested about each other, we should communicate and share thoughts. Nowadays we just spin around in our little circles, without even trying to reach for more.

World is big, yeah. But it’s not too big. We don’t have to conquer it all at once – we can learn more slowly, with no rush. And while we are travelling, we can meet people, speak with them, open our minds and think together. Cheer each others up or maybe just be there, sharing the moment.

That’s what the letters are for, actually. For sharing thoughts and moments, for giving something from yourself to another. And that mysterious person, who just gave me a long and interesting comment, made me happy.

So, thank you.

Maybe the cutest lyrics ever. ^^ This morning I just realized that I’ll have 4 hours without nothing to do, ‘cos I decided to skip physics test… and hell yeah, I’m going to do it, but not before I’ve practised. And practised. And… practised.

So. What I’m going to do with my hours? I’m going to write a short story, about a ghost and a girl, and it’ll probably be a good one. At least I hope so.

And then I’m going to do something with my ideas, which I haven’t used yet, even though I should have had used them.

And ‘m going to start my secret project.