I opened my book, read about three sentences, and… there it was! Derivative! “Oh, I thought we’re going to study logaritms.” “Yes, we will, but you can’t study logaritms without derivative.”
The worst words in my whole life. Maybe I should accept the fact that derivate exists, and I can’t do anything for it.
First lesson of space maths is over. It was actually kinda fun, we learned to prove some common formulaes and that kind of stuff. And I was able to do them! I do love that kind of math, where is no need for numbers. Where everything can be proved just with n or different mathematic sentences or…
And next, logaritms. Fascinating.
Dostojevski wrote a book named “The Idiot.” It could be written about me, unfortunately. Just yesterday I called to my friend and told, that I’m going to have two courses of math, one course of chemistry and one course of physics same time, and… today I found myself, sitting in the class room and having even third course of math. Geometry. And why? ‘Cos I can’t be satisfied with the number six. I have to get at least eight.
Please, somebody, tell me that I’m having a nightmare. Life can not be like that.
Get a novel published. I’ll do it. I have to. So, now it is said. And now it is true. Just… be with me, ok? I can not do all that stuff alone.
Todays piano lesson was a catastrophe. I had practised, but I was tired, my hands were clumsy and I was kinda sad, so I couldn’t consentrate. Great. At least myteacher was tired too, so she left me home bit earlier than usually.
Tomorrow I’ll start two new courses of maths. Logaritms, and… oh gosh, space maths. So, you’ll hear more about my math studies, I presume. It seems that my life doesn’t contain anything else.
Another test, another day. It was easier that The Evil Derivative, I guess I could get ten. I even did all 8 tasks this time! \o/ Something else? Mmh.
A friend of mine visited two days ago, it was very funny. He always makes me smile and laugh. I also discovered something great: There’s spinning smileys in Gmail-chat! (And no, I don’t usually use it… But I have to test everything I can, live is short etc.)
Todays xkcd was a bit funny also. It was like me and my friend trying to but Ubuntu 7.10 to my laptop. (That laptop is older than the Earth.) Computer got destroyed, ‘cos there was something wrong with the kernel… Or, actually, something wrong with my laptop, maybe I should admit it.
Yeah. I’ll never get ten from maths test. Even though I’d work even harder I did now. And I can’t imagine, how I could work harder, ‘cos last week before the test I just did maths about 32 hours. So, I guess that’s pretty much. I didn’t even write, or watch Heroes, or…
I guess I’m just a bit stupid or something.
Angst.
Die, you beast!
I did my test. I failed. Why? I did maths last evening about 6 hours, and even then I failed. Why? ‘Cos I’m so terribly excited always when I go to the class room for a test.
I think I’m going to burn my maths books. And then I’m going to move to Iran. There is not so hard maths in the upper secondary schools.
I’m going to have a test about it soon. Actually in Friday. Unh, I hate derivative right now. Even though I now I’m quite good at it, I’ll never success in the test. That’s far too hard for my limited skills.
I saw an interesting dream last night. I got the number of my economic maths test, and it was 9. Let’s hope that my dream turns to reality.
I should have a barricade and rise against maths. They don’t like me, or so it seems.
Oh. I was so happy today. Our maths lesson was great, we learned some new stuff about functions, and I was able to survive from some of the tasks. Yeah, usually it is very easy, but today I had some challenges, and that’s the thing I really love in maths. (Oh, what on Earth am I writing? That was totally wrong, but anyway, I hope that you can catch the point.)
History was also interesting, I was translating Russian with Eriikka. It was some propaganda from Soviet Union. We have only four person in our Russian group, and those lessons are also great. We usually forget, that we are studing language, and… Then we just talk about politics, good manners or something like that. If we could just get some tea also, it would be even more great.
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