November 30, 2007
· Filed under Uncategorized
I’m skipping physics lesson. Whee. ^^ I’m so nasty.
Yesterday a very good friend of mine came to a visit. Because of him I have Xubuntu now, and this evening I’ll write my Total First Blog Entry with it. So, be there. 
I also put my NaNo to validator, so now I know that I succeed. Not surprisingly, but anyway, it makes me happy. And maybe some day that story will be good enough for publishing. Just maybe.
Dancing was also great. I’m not a good dancer, but fortunately my friend, the same Linux-boy, is a good at… um, I don’t know exact word for it! 
However, I don’t have to think dancing, for most of the time, ‘cos he knows what to do and I just follow.
And he is a real gentleman.
But logaritms… Gosh.
November 27, 2007
· Filed under Oh! Really?, Reading, Winter
I did colouring pictures, and it was fun. I haven’t done them for years, but today I was looking after some kids and we coloured together. And, even though it sounds boring, it was quite relaxing.
While coming home from the bus stop I slide. The way was covered with ice and was very slippery, so it was also hilarious. And I also imagined, that I could take some ink and write a poem on the snow and ice.
I read two short stories today. Another was named August 2026, and it was great (about world after nuclear explosion [I'll tell more tomorrow]) and the other was Woman on the Roof, by Doris Lessing, and I didn’t like it.
November 27, 2007
· Filed under Maths
I opened my book, read about three sentences, and… there it was! Derivative! “Oh, I thought we’re going to study logaritms.” “Yes, we will, but you can’t study logaritms without derivative.”
The worst words in my whole life. Maybe I should accept the fact that derivate exists, and I can’t do anything for it.
November 27, 2007
· Filed under Maths
First lesson of space maths is over. It was actually kinda fun, we learned to prove some common formulaes and that kind of stuff. And I was able to do them! I do love that kind of math, where is no need for numbers. Where everything can be proved just with n or different mathematic sentences or…
And next, logaritms. Fascinating.
November 27, 2007
· Filed under Maths
Dostojevski wrote a book named “The Idiot.” It could be written about me, unfortunately. Just yesterday I called to my friend and told, that I’m going to have two courses of math, one course of chemistry and one course of physics same time, and… today I found myself, sitting in the class room and having even third course of math. Geometry. And why? ‘Cos I can’t be satisfied with the number six. I have to get at least eight.
Please, somebody, tell me that I’m having a nightmare. Life can not be like that.
November 26, 2007
· Filed under Challenges, Maths, Writing
Get a novel published. I’ll do it. I have to. So, now it is said. And now it is true. Just… be with me, ok? I can not do all that stuff alone.
Todays piano lesson was a catastrophe. I had practised, but I was tired, my hands were clumsy and I was kinda sad, so I couldn’t consentrate. Great. At least myteacher was tired too, so she left me home bit earlier than usually.
Tomorrow I’ll start two new courses of maths. Logaritms, and… oh gosh, space maths. So, you’ll hear more about my math studies, I presume. It seems that my life doesn’t contain anything else.
November 26, 2007
· Filed under Maths, No-life, Oh! Really?
Another test, another day. It was easier that The Evil Derivative, I guess I could get ten. I even did all 8 tasks this time! \o/ Something else? Mmh.
A friend of mine visited two days ago, it was very funny. He always makes me smile and laugh. I also discovered something great: There’s spinning smileys in Gmail-chat! (And no, I don’t usually use it… But I have to test everything I can, live is short etc.)
Todays xkcd was a bit funny also. It was like me and my friend trying to but Ubuntu 7.10 to my laptop. (That laptop is older than the Earth.) Computer got destroyed, ‘cos there was something wrong with the kernel… Or, actually, something wrong with my laptop, maybe I should admit it.
November 23, 2007
· Filed under Maths
Yeah. I’ll never get ten from maths test. Even though I’d work even harder I did now. And I can’t imagine, how I could work harder, ‘cos last week before the test I just did maths about 32 hours. So, I guess that’s pretty much. I didn’t even write, or watch Heroes, or…
I guess I’m just a bit stupid or something.
Angst.
November 23, 2007
· Filed under Uncategorized
“With the discovary of one thing… The List.”
1. I prefer real letters from e-mail.
2. I have borrowed 43 books from library same time.
3. I can read 300 hundred pages per an hour.
4. I love ghost houses.
5. I write maybe 2 hours per a day.
6. I like maths.
7. I’m going to do 136 courses in upper secondary school.
8. I’ve done my NaNo two times in three days.
9. I fell in love with guys, who don’t really exist, like Henry in the Donna Tartt’s book Secret History or Matt Parkman in Heroes.
10. I like Sylar, even though he’s the bad guy.
11. I’m studying Estonian, Japanese and Irish on my own, just ‘cos it’s fun.
12. I’m also studying Japanese tea ceremony and origami, just for fun.
13. I love autumn most.
14. I’m the one who hangs out with older guys or younger girls and boys, I don’t usually have a friend who’d be my own age.
15. I love umbrellas.
16. I love solving problems of my friends, and even solving problems which are strangers.
17. I think that Swedish is a great language.
18. I love dancing in the rain.
19. I think that some day I’m going to find a way to Minavar, Hampden or Yamagato Industries.
20. I like playing chess.
21. I like intertextualism.
22. I love speaking in the phone at night time.
Ok, that’s a good start. So, I’m a freak. Bwhahhaa.
November 16, 2007
· Filed under Maths
Die, you beast!
I did my test. I failed. Why? I did maths last evening about 6 hours, and even then I failed. Why? ‘Cos I’m so terribly excited always when I go to the class room for a test.
I think I’m going to burn my maths books. And then I’m going to move to Iran. There is not so hard maths in the upper secondary schools.
